Monday, May 4, 2009

Freaking Out

Head is spinning, heart is racing. Coffee this morning was soooo not a good idea. Today is CD 2, meaning we are officially ON.

JD is calling the bank today to get some questions answered about logistics. For example, when should we order the vials to get them there on time, do we have to US Mail or can we Fedex the consent forms, and can we get put on the waiting list for ICI samples.

Today, our guy came up as a "Call for availability" for IUI samples (still listed as a no for ICI samples) and his Donor category (whether he's ID Consent or not) is blanked out. Oh G-D, oh G-D, oh G-D. Dang, dang, dang.

Being ever the helpful partner that he is and seeking to calm me (NOT!), JD asked what we should do, if our guy has died and that's why his category is blanked out. WHAT?!?!? I, being the gracious person that I am, did not hang up on him.

Not particularly liking my body now as based on estimation, the inseminations will be on Memorial Day weekend, which means no beach trip for me. Man, that stinks!

8 comments:

LJ said...

I'm dying to know what that blank is. This is news to me!

A Few Good Sperm said...

Wow, are you doing a 'natural' cycle/clomid/injectables?

Jill said...

hopefully next year you'll be taking that beach trip with a little one :) I hope this works out for you!!!!

Jendeis said...

@A Few Good Sperm: This is an all-natural cycle.

Tricia said...

WOW! THis is exciting. Don't worry about memorial day. If this works, it will all be worth it!

PRaying and thinking of you!

~Jess said...

Interesting! No guesses here as to what the ______ is: Sheesh, hopefully he didn't kick the bucket, of course I didn't even think of that until you wrote that that is what JD thought lol

GOOD LUCK THIS CYCLE!!!!!!!!!

Clare said...

Hmmm... how do you find out what the blank means? Wishing you the best of luck with this cycle!!

Jen said...

Wow!!! Good luck!