Monday, October 26, 2009

It Was Negative

I went in for my beta at 8:30 AM. I did not receive a call until 3:30 PM. They made me wait all fucking day for this.

All these symptoms and it means absolutely nothing. I really thought this was it. It was all for nothing.

51 comments:

~Jess said...

Oh sweetie *hugs* I am so, so sorry :'(

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. I hope you are OK. I am here for you. BFF

Jen said...

That completely sucks :(

mybumpyjourney said...

oh fuck. my heart just aches for you. {{HUGS}}

carrie said...

damn.

:(

(((hugs)))

S said...

I'm sorry. Darn those misleading symptoms!

addingtothepack said...

I'm sorry.

Kymberli said...

Shit, Jen. Just damnit. You're in my thoughts. Be good to yourself.

SassyCupcakes said...

I'm so sorry. :(

Io said...

Damn it. Damn it damn it damn it.

Megan said...

I'm so sorry. For what it's worth, I knwo how you feel.

annacyclopedia said...

Shit, Jendeis. I'm so sorry. Sending you hugs and wishes for comfort.

Quiet Dreams said...

shitfuckshit

fuck

hate this

so much

So sorry. So incredibly sorry. (((hugs)))

PJ said...

Huge hugs. I'm really so sorry. I hate it when they wait. I think sometimes when it's bad news, they wait because they don't want to make the call. Can't say I blame them, but still, it's shitty.

"Jay" said...

I am so sorry. I am still waiting for my beta today and it is 4pm. bastards! I am pretty certain my beta is negative as well. I feel your sadness...

Somewhat Ordinary said...

I hate this whole situation! Thinking of you.

Calliope said...

fuck fuck fuck
I am so sorry

R.J. said...

Oh Jendeis, I'm so sorry. My last IVF cycle, they waited until 5:05 to call me with my BFN. Extremely insensitive!

Orodemniades said...

I'm so sorry.

Amy said...

That is just such bullshit - the whole thing. I'm so sorry for your bad news. ((HUGS))

Mommy's Midlife Crisis said...

I'm really sorry. I had nearly 10 years of the same experience, getting that negative test. I know it's a horrible, heartbreaking feeling, and I'm sorry you're going through it. Many hugs...

meinsideout said...

I am really sorry.

Meghan said...

Damn it! I'm so sorry. Especially for that mind fuck prometrium.

Melissa G said...

Awww crap, that sucks.

I'm sorry to say we can both drink away our sorrows tonight.

Here's to next month, and our long awaited, sticky BFP's.

Hang in there.

Simple said...

Damn infertility to hell !!!! So sorry!

AmandaMqn said...

fuck

I'm so sorry. ::hugs::

Melis.sa said...

they did that to me too on one of my clomid cycles, except that they called a voicemail after 4:30 to tell me. i already knew it was a bfn, but c'mon, all day? ugh.

((HUGS))

N said...

Oh, crap. I'm so sorry hon. *hugs*

Leah said...

Oh no. I'm so sorry. I was hopeful right there along with you. xo

seussgirl said...

I am so so sorry. :( Words fail, but know we're thinking of you.

Liddy said...

SHIT!

Hugs honey. I am thinking of you.

Sending you lots of love and a ton of hugs.

Lin said...

So very sorry! :-( No useful words, but know you're in my thoughts! (((HUGS)))

Hillary said...

I'm so sorry :(

Panamahat said...

Very sorry to hear. :(

theworms said...

I'm sorry, that just sucks.

ICLW

Rebecca said...

Aw damn hon. I'm so sorry. (((HUGS)))

Michelle said...

Yuck. Yuck. This IF shit is terrible. Hope you find something to distract you today.

Me said...

I'm so sorry!

sonja said...

Oh no ... I am so, so sorry. This just sucks. =(

Jill said...

OH no! That sucks way too much! I'm so sorry!

((hugs))

Alison said...

I'm so sorry, it's just so not fair!

Dreamer4agift said...

I'm so very sorry:-( (((hugs)))

areyoukiddingme said...

I'm sorry.

Lucy said...

I'm so sorry. Big hugs for you. I wish we just knew when it was all going to end with a BFP...it'd make taking the BFNs easier if we knew someday there'd be an end.

Sue said...

I'm here from LFCA. So sorry about the beta. I'm right there with you.

So very sorry.

Liv said...

I'm just so sorry to have read this on the LFCA. Please know that I'm thinking of you and hoping for better days.

So sorry about the negative beta.

Brandy said...

I am so so sorry! This really sucks.

A baby for Al? said...

I am so sorry :-(

*hugs*

Itsavaricowhat said...

AAAAAGH! Frickin A man, this IF blows!

littlezen said...

I'm sorry.

Fertilized said...

FRACK! I am so sorry